Im really confused about life?

belive me girl u are a good person and u are not alone .iam sorry for u pain sorry u think u are alone u aint iam there with u mentally.my dad left when i was 2 and i was in homes from ten till 16.then prison mentall hospitals .ive tried death by cutting mysely and trying to hang myself its not the answer.DODT give u self to that man please there must be some one u can talk to go to u docter tell him how u feal have u got a socail worker.jesus does love u and u dont have to die to be there with him he is there all the time,there is hope u must not give up please try aND TALK TO SOME TODAY.